sry my friends

everybody make mistakes.
well i'm one of them.
bcos i'm just a normal human being.
i know i hav been so many wrong things.
i know tht i can't satisfy all ur feelings my dear frnds.
bcos im just human.
i made mistake.
i learn from mistake.
im not the one who born with perfection.
i've many weakness.
y can't i enjoy my life like others?
am i too bad?
am i too useless?
i know im not good enough.
im not kind enough.
but pls stop saying so many bad things abt me.
i've feelings too.
i need my own space.
i need to be free.
thnx for all the comments behind me.
although u guys think i did'nt know but actually i know it all.
i know wht u guys are talking abt.
its okay.
i did'nt care.
i've used to it.
every place i went people will alwys hated me so much.
n all bcos of the same reasons.
the reasons is ...
well i think i did'nt hav to say it again.
all of you knows abt it.
it's okay.
but pls.
if i done something wrong,
could'nt you just tell me straight?
it wont hurt this much.
but i'll not give big hope on this blog.
cuz i know.
nobody will read my blog anyway.
this is just my thought.
the only way tht i cn express my emotion.
all the closest friends of mine could'nt listen to me.
as they are far away from me.
i miss them so much.
i need them.
i want them.
i need all the advise.
the hug.
the support.
the love they always gave to me.
thier kindness.
i want them now.
i really need to be with them.
ow god.
please.
bring them to me.
please.
now i only have 2 of my best friend.
i need another 4 my bff.
i need them all.

.umrah.

huh.
well.tdy agak bsan sbb sdre dh pegi umrah.
rindu la sma diorg.
smalam kteorg smua borak gler pnjng.
smua crita dri kecik smpi beso kteorg bukak.
i love my family.
no matter what happen diorg always support me.
back to da story.
kteorg borak agk lme gk la.
except aq.
cuz smalam knda hav bad mood.
xtaw npe.
tp overall i enjoyed dgn diorg.
then hari ni jgak merupakan tarikh yg wt aq nages smpi trok2.
bcse mse 1 jun 06 my bestes atok meninggal.
hanye tuhan je yg thu betape sedeynye i.
n tdy da genap 2 tahun dye meninggalkn aq dn smua ahli keluarge dye.
if only dye maseh ader.
sbb dye sorg atok yg sgt baek.
dye sgt memahami.
aq syg dye lebey dari spe2 yg prnh aq syg.
well.pgi harini aq turun awal la jgak.
sarapan ngn pak njang n da family.
happy aq dpt gather dgn sdre2 walaupon x rmi.
xpe nnt raye aq dpt jmpe lg rmi kaum kerabtkuh!
lpas sarapn pakcik n cazen aq cpt2 siap pki ihram n the ladies lak pki jubah.
dlm kol 8 kteorg brtolak dri rumah aq.
smpi klia dlm kol 8.45pg.
kt stulah brmula kebosananyer.
iye la nk menunggu flight kol 11.30pg
sgt lme.
menanti satu penyeksaan.
so sementare menunggu aq pon pegi la tawaf satu klia tuh.
mmg rse mcm nk balek naik erl je mse tuh tp kne la sbr sket.
kecian plak tgk sedre2 aq yg tgh nervous nk g umrah so aq pon lyn borak2.
bru skjp bork diorg kne msok.
so salam2 la dstu.
and pastu tros balek.
aq yg kpnatn ni ape lg.
qada' la tdo aq dari kol 12tghri smpi kol 4ptg.
mntang2lh tdo kol 4pg.
huhu.
n skarg aq sgt bosan.
aq nk chow ar.
kne tlg mk skejp.
btw.aq sentiase doakn arwah atok aq bahagia kt alam sne.
amin.

outing bersama madu :)

ouh.hari ini sangat pnat + happy bg gue.
mcm2 jd.
sprti biase aq ke alamandot tmpt aq mnmbhkn kebsnan dhti.
aq brtolak dr umah dlm kol 11pg.
jln kaki jew.
aq singgah kjp kt pasar nk tukar duit syiling aq kpd duit krts.
huhu,itulah gyenyer org mcm aq taw kutip duit syiling jew.
& sprti biase jgak dlm prjlnan,aq brmsg ngn seseorg.
huhu.
jln2 smpi kt alamandot dlm kol 11.30pg.
lme jgk aq jln sbb aq sje wt aksi slow motion.
smpi jew kt alamandot aq tros g tmpt bowling sbb dh adew org menunggu aq..
hanie mahkluk ALLAH yg brtuah sdang menunggu aq.
hehehe.dye ni mmg kilew bowling.
so citenyer dye men bowling smpi 12 game hrni.
terornyer!!hahaha
oke pas melihat si champion bowling ni men sport kegemarn dye kteorg menuju ke GSC.
hanie da beli tiket ape kata hati.
aq nk tgk ctew ni sbb aq x minat sgt ngn cite superheromovie 2.
xtau npe.
mcm lain je cite tuh.
so sinopsis cter 2 mmg sgt kelakr.
byk kali aq trover ketawe wlaupn cte 2 agk jiwangs.
lps je keluar panggung 3 GSC aq jmpe ngn member2 kt tusyen.
ecah ngn mira.
rindu sma diorg.
lpas 2 aq jln la dlm 5-7 langkah trjmpe lg sorg kwn baik aq.
nme dye anis.
so kteorg pon pelok2 la kt tgh2 GSC tuh.
mmg happy gler aq.
da smpi tahap dewa dpt jmpe bestfriend aq yg dh lme x jmpe.
kteorg pon ambk gmbr.
huhu.
lpas 2 hnie prgi lg men bowling.
aq yg tgh pokai ni mls nk men bowling so aq pn g larh mncuci mte kt alamandot tuh.
msok smua kedai la kirenye.
dh jd mcm org glew da.
time aq nk balik tibe2 hujan turun dgn lebatnyer.
so trkndas la aq kt alamandot tuh.
lme gk aq jd org mengong kt alamandot yg kecik mecik tu.
pusing2 tmpt yg sme gk.
dlm kol 5.48 bru la aq dpt memboloskn dri drpd alamandot.
cpt2 aq balek umah sbb aq da dpt rse aura mak aq yg nk membebel dkt aq.
yerla balik lmbt gler dlm kol 6.03 bru aq smpi umah.
slmt mk aq bebel jp jer.
lps tu tros la aq mandi dan skarg tgh mengadap komputer nan satu aq ni.
so kesimpulannyer hri nih aq happy.
harap2 nnt dpt tgk kung fu panda dgn anis.

what?!

well this week mmg mencabar la..seriusly i x prnh pkir dat my friend akan sangke buruk psl i..n i dont care i hilang kwn..i hope la i dpt terangkan kt smua..tp i noe things will never be the same...now i know some ppl x bleh forgive n forget..and its not anyone fault..lumrah manusia..aq syg kwn aq..n cikgu pernah ckp kwn yg baik ialah kawan yg baik menunjukkan kebaikan dan kwn yg paling baik kwn yg menunjukkan kesalahan..hm..well i take that advise..n guess what bende tu da totally rosakkan my life!!man,i x salahkn cikgu tu...cikgu tu x salah satu bende pon..tp i just kesal cuz i wat one stupid thing..hm..well i xnk cter kt sni la..x important pon..yg penting i nk ckp..i guess org zaman skarg lagi ske kte sokong all the thing yg diorg wat no matter it is a good thing or bad thing..itu baru kawan diorg panggil...so i think ktew smua x pyh nk btolkn kwn kte..biarla dye msk nerake ke hape...sbb klo kte tego or try crik solution utk help diorg..diorg akn ckp kte backstabber!!so to avoid that thing to happen..kte trpakse la amalkn gaya hidup org zaman moden yg tinggal kt tmpt 1st class..so i guess itula jenis pemikiran kelas pertama yg PM kte ckp..i rse la..cuz klo kte tgor kter akn di cop jeles la..ape la..so better utk kter just wat bodak..lantak la diorg nk wat ape..n kte just doa jela one day diorg akan diberi petunjuk..harap2 x trlambat lg..itu jela yg kte bleh wat..so thats all la my pengajaran utk this week

busy dizzie day!!!

man!!!i nvr feel this tired!!!
homework is like my boyfriend rite now!!!
24 hours must be with him...huhuhu..well last night my c dye call me i thnxed him soo much because wake me up just in perfect time!!12 am...well after chitchat with him...i go to my very beautiful studytable!! :D
i did all my homework and feel so happy...hurm...
i saw the clock...o man!!its almost 4 am n i still not going to bed...
i dont want to be late for school...so i quickly go to sleep...i had a very terrible dream..well i like to keep it as a secret...
gosh...im late!!my dad started to give one of his 'speech' when i took my breakfast with him..
ow well...the same old 'speech' about time management and punctuality...huhuhu///i can remember every word that he is going to say...
hurm...well as usual...i go to school...i get this felling that today will be one sad day...i dunno y...
maybe because i will not seeing faris...perhaps..
hurm..im not i love with him okeyh!!!
well...today i have math,chemist,est,addmath,english and bahasa...
almost every subject has hmwrk to do and has to be hand in tomorrow or by this thursday...
pronto!!!
hurm..well today it is my duty to do the announcement...
well im not alone companied by abdul hakeem as he will recide the doa...
hm..well both of us had been scolded by the teacher b'cause do the announcement n the doa early..it suppose to do 5 or 10 minit before 2.30...well we didn't know about that thing...n they forgive us...huhu...
today is sharmaine sports house practice and since i had to complete my homework A.S.A.P.
i decided to accompany her to the sport practice...
well i just went to my class (4 theta) n she go to her sports practice..
suddenly i look at my pen...it was hanisah's pen..man i missed hanisah sooo much!!!
i cant describe it!!how lost i am without her...felt like wanna cry badly
i just hope she wont forget me n all the memories tht we had together for the past 3 or 4 years..
well...i had completed my english and math hmwrk!!!yeay!!
now i just need to finish my agama islam notes...hurm..its quite a lot!!
well then...since you all know i had to do my hmwork so i need to pen off or should i say type off.??huhu..
okay then...chow!!